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[ How is he supposed to say no after Akira's shared that he'd like to hear about them... ]

It's fine. I don't really mind.

No. Everyone else was the same though.

[ ... ]

I'm not sure that I existed in her world. And I'm not sure that she existed in mine.

But the paths we walked were the same.

[. . . oh? a few surprised blinks at his watch as he parses through those words. the same path, huh. . .]

like. . . you existed in parallel universes?

I don't really get it either. It's something like that though.

[ Sounds crazy doesn't it? ]

[. . . well. he supposes it's no crazier than a haunted sex resort kidnapping a bunch of people. . .]

huh. so you know all of the same people, then. . . or rather, you had the exact same teammates, just. . . in different universes.

[that. . . explains a lot, actually. the way Kotone and Minato both pinged mildly of Death, even if in different ways]

tell me more about sees?

[he never got the chance to ask Kotone for more details. that's a conversation he'll have with her later]

Yeah.

[ That's exactly it!

Anyways... Where to begin indeed... ]

It was short for Specialized Extracurricular Execution Squad. They were all recruited into the group after awakening to their potential.

[ Which also meant: ]

Other than the upperclassman members... everyone else started as strangers.

[the potential. . . Akira has never heard it called that before. but based on the context, it's easy to understand what it means]

the potential to summon a persona.

[. . . interesting. it's a very different start to that of the Phantom Thieves]

who was doing the recruiting?

[ ... ]

A company. The Kirijo Group.

[ Even now he doesn't quite understand it, but, ]

They were responsible for unleashing Shadows into the world.

We were registered as a school club, so I think our advisor was in charge of the actual recruiting.

[ lol. ]

[the name Kirijo rings in his head as it suddenly occurs to him there is someone else in the resort with that name. but that's a connection to make later!]

[for now. . .]

so the company that was responsible for releasing shadows into the world. . . recruited a bunch of high schoolers to clean their mess up for them.

[H. HM. SOUNDS LIKE SHITTY ADULTS BEING SHITTY!!!]

did your teammates join willingly?

They did.

[ They might not have had all the relevant information, and they might not have had anywhere else to go. But they'd all joined through their own resolve.

Also, yeah. ]

I guess so. Never thought about it that way.

[ One of those things that sounds crazier to an outsider compared to someone who'd actually lived that life, maybe. ]

It's possible that those adults didn't have a choice. Only Personas can fight Shadows.

[ Let's not get into the human experimentation...... ]

[mmm. . . at least hearing everyone who was recruited did so willingly eases the instinctive irritation a bit. but still. . .]

[. . . things are the same no matter where you go, aren't they?]

yeah. that's true in the metaverse, too.

[if the recruiting members of the Kirijo Group weren't able to fight themselves, then it'd only make sense to find others who could. though that still doesn't make things better]

you said that everyone on sees started as strangers. . . but i imagine you didn't stay that way, right?

You're right.

[ Over time, they learned to work together as a cohesive unit in spite of their differences. But at first... the arguments were explosive, friction kicked up among everyone in the group. ]

Feels safe to say we were pretty close by the end of everything.

[ "Pretty close" being an understatement. ]

Went from being strangers to proper team.

[ ... ]

I guess I'd call them my first real friends.

[. . . oooough. Minato's first real friends. . . whatever indignation Akira may have felt towards the adults that dragged Minato and his team into Shadow business melts away quickly at those words]

[. . . Akira had many friends before the Phantom Thieves. many people he thought would have stood by him when things got rough. but none of them had when it mattered the most, so. . . doesn't that make his team his first group of real friends, too. . .?]

our journeys really have a way of bringing us closer to the people who matter most. . . don't they?

[it might have been shady for the Kirijo Group to recruit high schoolers to fight the Shadows for them. but if those battles gave SEES a place to belong, then. . . maybe it's okay]

can you tell me a bit about your adventures together?

[ It's hard to get to know people when you're constantly moving from one place to another. Even without that challenge, parents whisper amongst themselves. Their children have ears that overhear it all: a child without proper parents must be lacking and deficient in several ways. ]

They do. Maybe the circumstances could have been better. Can't say that I regret it though.

[ And while he's not opposed to sharing stories... ]

I'm not sure where to start.

circumstances could always be better.

[that's certainly true for Akira, who only met his Phantom Thieves after being falsely accused of a crime. that part of things was shitty. . . but in the end, he wouldn't have it happen any other way, right?]

the fact that you don't regret it already says a lot.

do you want to start from the beginning?

Feels weird to call them "adventures". We didn't leave Port Island outside of summer break.

It was pretty repetitive in a way. Each month was a new mission, a new large Shadow to eliminate.

[ ... ]

We stepped on each other's toes pretty often early on. And I was only assigned field leader because of my wild card ability.

[ They really were a dysfunctional group early on, weren't they? ]

But at the end of the day, maybe we were the only ones who could understand each other.

[ It was simple, now that he thinks about it. ]

We'd all lost something or someone, either before joining SEES or along the way. Maybe that's what really brought us together?

[ ... ]

Sorry. I don't know if that answered your question.

[. . . lost something?]

[. . .]

it did. though it sounds like your missions were a lot more structured than ours.

i suppose that makes sense, if you guys were an officially organized group.

[ Not all of SEES had lost a person close to them. Fuuka and Aigis -- perhaps one might find it more accurate to say they'd lost their ways, their purposes, until truly being brought into the fold. ]

Yeah. It was pointless though. The missions were a lie.

[ The Full Moon operations -- all of it was pretense for unleashing Death into the world once again. ]

[oh. that one takes Akira by surprise]

a lie? they LIED to you when they recruited you?

[oops, righteous indignation is back]

[ It's... complicated. ]

I don't think the Kirijo Group knew the person they put in charge of SEES had different goals.

[. . . ah. his frown deepens]

what were their goals? and what did they lie to you about?

The Fall.

Humanity's destruction.

We were told the Full Moon missions would free the world of Shadows. But it actually sped up arrival of The Fall.

[humanity's destruction]

[jesus christ]

[Akira feels his heart lodge into his throat when he reads those words, his fingers curling into a tight fist, knuckles white. sure, the phantom thieves had fought against a god who tried to imprison all of humanity, but. . . not a god-- or even a human enemy-- who had wanted to end it]

[. . .]

[if this were a voice thread, his tone would be quiet and taut, as thought barely holding himself back]

so the person in charge of your team lied to you because he wanted your help in destroying the world.

[why? why would someone want the world the end. . .?]

. . . what the hell?

[ Akira says it so plainly; even Minato can't help his expression from falling on his side of the conversation. ]

Yeah. Pretty much.

[ Could Akira truly not understand why someone might wish for the world's destruction?

There's plenty of good in it, but it must stand alongside pain, suffering, torment, anguish. ]

When people can't carry their despair anymore, they pray for someone to bring their destruction. They can't use their own hands to do it, so they hope someone else will do it for them.

[ ... ]

Some people find the world rotten to its core, Akira.

[that's so. . . that's so familiar]

[. . .]

when people become consumed by the anxiety of choice, they lose the will to think and decide for themselves. they only wish for someone else to guide them, to think for them, so that they can wallow in indolence.

[. . . it's not exactly the same, but. . . both of their Journeys have addressed the darker sides of humanity's desires, haven't they?]

they're not wrong. the world IS rotten to its core.

but to destroy it. . . would be to deny humanity the chance to be better.

It is.

[ Perhaps some find the decay steeped so deeply to the point where it's impossible to extract. Perhaps it's best to eradicate the entire thing when there's nothing worth salvaging. ]

Maybe there's nothing good about it. That's why I understand that man's view of the world. I can't be angry at him.

I can see why you might think that too.

[ But despite that ugliness... ]

I still find myself remembering things that make it worthwhile.

[ The two of them -- they might both be guests of the Velvet Room, but their differences have never been on such stark display until now, have they? ]

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