brokethefirst: (⚙ holding your beating heart)

[personal profile] brokethefirst 2020-03-14 12:01 pm (UTC)(link)
[Ah. There's a guilty flash over her expression, one that takes a moment to settle.]

...Not very much. I... can ask someone else for more.

I just know I can trust you. So... I wanted to ask you first.
Edited 2020-03-14 12:01 (UTC)
brokethefirst: (☾ they can carry me)

[personal profile] brokethefirst 2020-03-15 05:43 pm (UTC)(link)
[...]

Thank you.

[She'll move to a side cabinet, where a small collection of syringes and glass vials have been set aside, apart from their regular storage.

BLOODWORK PREP AHOY i sure hope you liked tourniquet because you are getting another one.]


I promise, I'll explain when I can. Just...

...

Remember that anyone, including myself, might be something they're not right now. Even if they change... I want to believe their memories are still there. They're still themselves.

I... I would rather be suspicious of me than for this idea to go wasted due to my own foolishness.
brokethefirst: (☼ be careful child)

[personal profile] brokethefirst 2020-03-16 01:37 am (UTC)(link)
--Ah... w-what...???

[As caught up in her task as she is, him reaching out to touch her is an odd surprise, even more so when he pushes up and...

...

Oh. This is...

...]


...Akira? I...

[...

It's almost frightening, how comfortable his embrace already feels to her, and yet still carry an odd sort of fear, an uncertain emotion that knots her throat and makes processes run so fast that she can hardly think.

...

Her tension under his arm slowly unravels, the needle put aside so that she can slip her arms around him, forehead resting against his shoulder.]


I'm sorry.
brokethefirst: (☼ a little more like knocking)

[personal profile] brokethefirst 2020-03-16 02:32 am (UTC)(link)
[...She'll give a nod against his shoulder, humming softly, the weight of her head a little heaver against the crook of his neck as she relaxes.]

I don't doubt it at all. When Hunter was caught... I spoke with Beau for a little while. She said that she was still able to feel Hunter, the real Hunter, even after he turned... he was still scared and guilty and unable to fight.

They're still people. Just... not in control of themselves as a whole anymore.

...

I don't know if what I have planned will be anything like what happened with Hunter. I... I can't promise that. I'm sorry. I wish I could. But...

At... at the very least... it might keep one less innocent person from having to die.
Edited 2020-03-16 02:33 (UTC)