[okay okay, that's a sincere question, so. . . she'll get a sincere answer. no more kidding around or teasing!!]
There's no such thing as what you're "supposed" to think. There's just what makes you happy, and what doesn't.
[another pause as he searches for the words, fingers curling around red locks. . .]
. . . when we first-- you know. When we first got together, and I knew that I had a-- a thing for Akechi, too-- I didn't really know what I was "supposed" to think, either. I kind of felt like I was being selfish.
[a little quietly]
I still do, in a way. . . but I know you, and I trust you, and I believe in you. And-- and I guess along the way I figured out. . . so long as I'm happy, and you're happy, and he's happy, then-- does it really matter what I'm "supposed" to do?
I dunno, have you seen some of the stuff people draw?
...I was mostly like, the jack of all trades. Jeanne did most of the work--but it was a story about a monster and a princess. It was like a fairytale love story without any romance, if that makes sense.
[ He says that, and she just kind of oozes more onto him, letting out a long-suffering sigh. ]
So, sometimes... sometimes, you know someone who's kind of possibly omnipotent, and she thinks, wow, looks like you need a vacation! I know, I'll trap you and some of your friends in looping the same convention week and set an arbitrary goal for you guys to break out of it! Wow, what a great idea!
[ she's completely deadpan monotone as she says it, and then with a bit more energy: ]
Honestly, of all the options it could've been, it was probably the best one. I got to spend like eleven weeks in Hawaii that way.
Akira-kun... if you come to visit me after all of this, and you bring your friends... do not, under any circumstances, leave your friend with any of the pirates.
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[there is no conceivable way he does not already know this. HE JUST NODS SAGELY, still running his fingers through her hair]
So that's a yes.
And also surprisingly aggressive of him. . .
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[ She's still mumbling, tilting her head so she can lean more into the petting. ]
Look, Akira-kun, no matter what you think about me, this isn't something that's happened to me before... ever. At all. What am I supposed to think?
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[okay okay, that's a sincere question, so. . . she'll get a sincere answer. no more kidding around or teasing!!]
There's no such thing as what you're "supposed" to think. There's just what makes you happy, and what doesn't.
[another pause as he searches for the words, fingers curling around red locks. . .]
. . . when we first-- you know. When we first got together, and I knew that I had a-- a thing for Akechi, too-- I didn't really know what I was "supposed" to think, either. I kind of felt like I was being selfish.
[a little quietly]
I still do, in a way. . . but I know you, and I trust you, and I believe in you. And-- and I guess along the way I figured out. . . so long as I'm happy, and you're happy, and he's happy, then-- does it really matter what I'm "supposed" to do?
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[ Her shoulders relax a little, though she doesn't lift her head. ]
You're right... just, I guess--somehow, I went from no one interested in me to, to two? What the heck.
[ MAYBE THREE, IF WHAT KADOC SAID ABOUT MASH IS TRUE, but Mash isn't here so Ritsuka can afford to put off that thought for the moment. ]
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If I tell you that you're amazing and that anyone with eyes and a brain should be interested in you, are you going to call yourself ordinary again?
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[ She pokes him in the side as she says it. They know how this goes, by now. ]
You can say that kinda thing all you want, but you can't argue with lived experience. I'm not ungrateful, I'm just kinda...
[ FLAPS A HAND ]
Mind blown?
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I wonder if you're "lived experience" is just "innocent blindness". . .
[THERE HAD TO HAVE BEEN MORE PEOPLE INTO HER THAN SHE THINKS. THERE HAD TO HAVE BEEN!!]
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[ SHE HELPED CREATE FURRY DOUJIN WITH HER OWN TWO SINFUL HANDS ]
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[. . . but also--]
I'm proud of you, by the way. What was your best work?
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...I was mostly like, the jack of all trades. Jeanne did most of the work--but it was a story about a monster and a princess. It was like a fairytale love story without any romance, if that makes sense.
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It does, actually. And you're making me want to read it.
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[ Now, finally, she lifts her head, thoughtful. ]
It might even be in the library. That book was definitely the bestseller for that iteration of the con.
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[HE. . . SEEMS TO REMEMBER HER MENTIONING SOMETHING SIMILAR IN THE PAST. . . HE JUST, LIKE. NEVER ASKED]
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So, sometimes... sometimes, you know someone who's kind of possibly omnipotent, and she thinks, wow, looks like you need a vacation! I know, I'll trap you and some of your friends in looping the same convention week and set an arbitrary goal for you guys to break out of it! Wow, what a great idea!
[ she's completely deadpan monotone as she says it, and then with a bit more energy: ]
Honestly, of all the options it could've been, it was probably the best one. I got to spend like eleven weeks in Hawaii that way.
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Dooooes this happen to be the same person who-- [gestures. at his neck. she remembers the black string!!!]
And I hope you had a better time in Hawaii than I did.
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My best friend tried to drag me and a few other guys from our class into "babe hunting" on the beach.
It didn't go as planned.
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Babe hunting.
[ SHE'S JUDGING YOUR FRIEND, AKIRA, JUST A LITTLE. ]
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Babe hunting.
[IT'S OKAY. HE JUDGES RYUJI TOO. HE LOVES RYUJI MORE THAN LIFE ITSELF, BUT YOU KNOW]
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Akira-kun... if you come to visit me after all of this, and you bring your friends... do not, under any circumstances, leave your friend with any of the pirates.
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[very long pause]
Whhhhhy?
[ryuji is a pirate 8(]
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Do you want him to be friends with a guy who will hit on literally any person, as long as they've got bangs that cover one eye?
And when I say hit on, I really should mean, "outright proposition."
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[okay he is just gonna nod knowingly because yeah Ryuji does not need that bad influence in his life]
Noted. I won't leave him with the pirates unattended.
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...
Also, Anne and Mary are kind of terrifying? So yeah.
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Anne Bonny and Mary Read? I'd believe it.
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