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WEEK FOUR - SATURDAY - POST TRIAL

[personal profile] brokethefirst 2020-03-22 03:25 am (UTC)(link)
[It's late on Saturday when she finally, finally takes a moment to walk back to Room 1. Her hair's a mess, tied up in a bun that's barely hanging together as she fumbles for her key with a shaking hand, leaving the room. Her dress is still spattered with blood all over the skirt. She really should have looked for something else from the closet, but... it's not really on her mind. Not much is on her mind at all, other than pulling what she needs from her belongings, and going somewhere else for the night.

It's as she's slipping something into her pocket and turning around that she sees Akira on the stairwell. She perks up, just for a moment, before letting her body language settle back with a fatigued exhale, her gaze tired and soft and more than a little worried.

If he's too tired to talk, she doesn't want to bother him. But she will try to give him a forlorn smile if he ever looks her way.]
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[personal profile] brokethefirst 2020-03-22 03:41 am (UTC)(link)
[There's a tired weight to how she shakes her head, though she does look genuinely happy to be talking to him even through the fatigue.]

No. Nic is stable for now, so I just came back to get a couple of things.

What did you need?
brokethefirst: (⚙ you play the victim perfectly)

[personal profile] brokethefirst 2020-03-22 03:58 am (UTC)(link)
[...Is... that relief across her face? A tension she wasn't aware she'd been holding unravels, her posture quickly relaxing.]

N-no, not at all. Though... um...

Do you mind if I take a minute to change, if that's the case? I... I haven't really had a moment to myself for a while, and... um...

[Just. Shamefully looks down at what she's wearing, yet another dress lost to the medical war. Walking around with a hazmat risk is not Great.]

I hope Plum isn't upset that this keeps happening...
brokethefirst: (⚙ you fluttered round the yard)

[personal profile] brokethefirst 2020-03-22 04:19 am (UTC)(link)
I'll be just a minute. S-sorry.

[It will take her a hot second to slip into the room and change with her uno hand but it's fine! She'll step back out with something simple, her hair untied and still a little wild with how the waves sit around her shoulders.]

T-thank you. Um... is there anywhere in particular you'd like to go? I know it's a little late, but...
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[personal profile] brokethefirst 2020-03-22 04:28 am (UTC)(link)
Maybe, but... I don't know if I'd say that's a bad thing. If you know what it is that you can pursue that makes your heart happier, then that's the more important thing, right?

I don't think I'd ever say no, even if that wasn't the case.

[Ah. She... wants to reach out for his hand, but he still has the crutch, and they're going to have to climb stairs. So she refrains, her hand instead habitually fussing with her necklace for a moment.]

You must be exhausted after today.
brokethefirst: (⚙ holding your beating heart)

[personal profile] brokethefirst 2020-03-22 04:45 am (UTC)(link)
I don't blame you, but... especially right now, it's important to try...

[aaand her eyes drift straight to that discoloration. Her brows furrow, carefully taking another step forward and reaching up to gently touch his face because UHHHH

Her voice stays calm, even if her eyes betray her fussing.]


What happened...? Someone didn't... hit you, did they...?
brokethefirst: (☼ a lot like gone for good)

[personal profile] brokethefirst 2020-03-22 04:57 am (UTC)(link)
[Akechi...

Her eyes narrow a bit as she lets out a frustrated breath through the nose. GUESS WHO'S LOOKING VERY CROSSLY AT YOU AKIRA. Not in a bad way, just... Akechi.......... sure is a topic........

But after a moment, the mothering tension to her expression settles, instead reaching up to brush the bangs away from his mask and take a better look at his forehead. Her voice stays quiet.]


...He didn't do anything else to you, did he?
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brokethefirst: (☼ a little more like knocking)

[personal profile] brokethefirst 2020-03-22 05:09 am (UTC)(link)
He's not exactly the easiest person to speak to. Even to people close to him, he... [he is just like this. like whoever akechi is. a big dramatic mess.

Satisfied with what she sees there, she'll take a moment to stroke his bangs back into place. Does his jaw look any better, worse?]


...I wish there was more we could do for him without him pushing people away.
brokethefirst: (☼ let it be)

[personal profile] brokethefirst 2020-03-22 05:28 am (UTC)(link)
[handtouch... The strength of his grip is a surprise, but not one that she pulls away from.]

Of course. I'll do what I can. [It's a little harder, now that she's down to one hand. But she'll still carefully move to the railing side of the stairs, a repeat of the previous week in how she advances just enough to reach out if needed, to catch him if he stumbles. This means she will have to let go of his hand for a moment, but she wants him to have the wall to balance.]
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[personal profile] brokethefirst 2020-03-22 05:53 am (UTC)(link)
Hypothetically. The staff said they can provide supplies, but... I'm not a mechanic. I don't think anyone here is.

I can tell my arm is still there, at least, so it's not beyond saving, but... from the errors I still see, I would probably need some circuitry repairs, cable replacements, and a reintegration of the ABT I've lost.

[A beat. She makes a nervous flutter of a sound off her exhale, almost a laugh, catching a strand of her hair between her thumb and forefinger and twisting it gently.]

S-sorry. I suppose some of that might not have made sense.
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[personal profile] brokethefirst 2020-03-22 05:50 pm (UTC)(link)
[...

She looks a little taken aback at the request. She's had several people wish condolences, say they wish they could help, but...

...]


I... I could see if there's something in the library for Hephaestus system repair, just to make sure... I wouldn't want you getting hurt, b-but...

Are you sure?
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[personal profile] brokethefirst 2020-03-22 07:49 pm (UTC)(link)
...I... So long as I can power off my arm, I... I think it might be okay?

[The gears are turning in her mind, trying to think over what little she knows and how much of a risk it would be if he did something wrong... not to her, but to him. She's a high-voltage machine, after all...

...

Slowly, her hand raises to tighten against her chest, as though a feeling sits under her fingers that she can't quite reach, can't quite understand. A breathy gratitude that takes over her tone.]


Thank you.

You're... you're the only one who has offered...
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[personal profile] brokethefirst 2020-03-22 07:58 pm (UTC)(link)
It's, um... been a mix, to be perfectly honest. Either those that ask don't know I'm a machine, or they, um... defer to myself in the hopes that I can instruct them on what to do. Many have either given up temporarily or gone to the staff to see if they are able to assist, but... unfortunately, all they can provide is materials, not the actual repair.

I don't blame them, though. Maybe I'm overthinking a little, but I feel that most around here still don't really know what to do with me, once they know the truth.

[She pauses for a moment, considering something.]

I'm not sure if 45 is in a similar situation or not in regards to self-diagnosis and repair capabilities, but... we're very, very different pieces of machinery. So I deferred on the side of caution.

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