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[messianic]

... I'm really, really sure that... everyone on Cerberus, and everyone with all of those relationships have so much love to give.

[ ... he bites his lip, looking away. ]

But I... think I really treasure... being special to you.

[ THIS IS WHY IT'S SELFISH and he looks extremely pained to have even put this into words. It does not come naturally to him BUT... BUT!!! ]

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[oh]

[that's actually not what Akira had braced himself for, and his breath stills in the back of his throat]

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[and then he drags Minato closer, face buried against the other wild card's neck, grip tight]

[he mutters something into Minato's neck, but it's almost impossible to make out like this]

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[ ... o... oh?

Minato just... strokes Akira's hair and makes a quietly questioning noise. ]

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[he is clinging sooooo tightly, fingers curling into the back of Minato's shirt]

[and then, more audibly--]

I don't think that's selfish at all. Or if it is, then I'm selfish, too.

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[ ... he relaxes as well, then, all at once, shoulders slumping a little bit. ]

... Are you sure? I'm basically saying that I want all of your focus and attention.

Even though I know you're great enough to be important to lots of people like that. Um. Romantically or physically.

[ he's so bad at this. ]

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[oh my god. laughs a little breathlessly, drawing back just enough to catch Minato's gaze with his own, hands pressed against his cheeks]

[he's smiling a little doofily, but it's oh-so fond]

That's exactly what I want to give you. . . and what I want from you in return.

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[ ... ah. And Minato just hums softly at that, tilting his face into Akira's touch contentedly, eyes fluttering shut. ]

I'm lucky, then. That's... exactly what I want too.

... You understand me better than anyone, Akira. There isn't anyone else I'd rather be devoted to.

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[tilts his head up a bit so their noses brush together. cute eskimo kisses!!]

Yeah. I feel. . . the same way.

[he feels so, so lucky]

But I want you to be happy, so. . . I dunno. I guess. . . I thought I should ask.

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... You're sweet.

[ Minato is content to brush their noses together peacefully, affectionately and gently. ]

Thanks for looking out for me. I still feel... well... I'm not used to asking for someone to focus on me and only me.

But... I'm happy.

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[to hear that Minato is happy, just as they are. . . well. that's all Akira could ask for in this conversation, isn't it?]

[he cards his fingers through the hair at the nape of Minato's neck, idly toying with blue locks]

I am, too.

[honestly!!]

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[ .............. he rolls a little to be half on top of Akira now, peering at him. ]

Now that we've established that--there isn't anyone else you'd be interested in that with at all?

[ he doesn't sound doubtful so much as like.

He... needs this to convince himself that it's okay to expect this of Akira!!! ]

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[allows for this, though his cheeks do turn a little pink. they've made out like this plenty of times before but it's still!! kind of!! exhilarating!!]

[his fingers continue to stroke through Minato's hair cuz he finds this to be soothing!! and his ears perk forward as he takes a genuine moment to consider the question]

Not really?

There are a lot of really attractive people here-- [VICIOUS] -- but I don't want to date them. Not because they wouldn't be fun to date, but because I'm just. . . well. I'm not into them that way.

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[ It is soothing... and Akira's answer is soothing too. So he just rests his cheek on Akira's chest, settling there peacefully. ]

Okay. ... Mm, okay.

In that case... I think I feel okay with asking you for something like this.

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[a quiet, content noise]

. . . what about you?

[the question goes both ways!!]

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There are so many people I'm really fond of here. And like you said, there are lots of attractive people here.

[ Vicious' monster form. Gojo's stupidly pretty eyes. Etc.

A soft sigh. ]

But there isn't anyone who's made my heart skip a beat like you do.

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[boyfriend why do u clarify "monster form." why]

[slides his fingers under Minato's chin, tracing his jawline gently as they talk. Minato has his full and complete focus, which is exactly what he wanted, right? . . . Akira is more than happy to give it. in this moment, and in so many in the future]

Why, thank you.

[earnestly pleased]

[AND THEN JOKINGLY]

Must be all that time I spent reading "Reckless Casanova."

[messianic]

[ at least he didn't say that out loud, right?

Anyway... Akira's touch is really, really, really nice.

And.

Then......

There's that. ]

Is... that some of your favorite reading material, or something?

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A joke. It's a joke.

[tilts his head forward to press a kiss against the tip of Minato's nose]

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[ the gesture is cute and Minato is weak to it. ]

I wouldn't have judged you if you read it every single night before bed.

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I would have.

[that'd be super lame, Minato!]

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[ It would be super duper lame. ]

Hm.

I guess I just find everything you do to be endearing.

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[laughs a little, light and airy, before settling again]

. . .

I was a little worried.

[he admits, voice barely above a whisper]

. . . I care about you so much, but if you had wanted to-- to be more like Cerberus, I don't think I could have. . .

[. . . and he trails off]

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[ Hmmm... Minato inspects Akira carefully at that for a long moment, before he just cups Akira's cheek with a hand. ]

... You know my parents died when I was really young.

[ Akira saw that memory, unfortunately. ]

After that... I was passed along from distant family to distant family. I ended up in an orphanage a few times too. It wasn't... I was glad to have a roof over my head, but...

[ ... ]

I guess what I'm trying to say is... that never in my life have I felt like the most important person to... anyone.

[ SEES has gone such a long way to healing those scars, and his Social Links too, but-- ]

... What you're giving me is special, and... I don't want to give that up.

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[tilts his head into that hand, eyes fluttering as he revels in the warm contact]

Minato. . .

[he utters that name just as breathlessly as his words from earlier, lifting his own hand to press his fingers against Minato's knuckles, pushing the other wild card's palm all the more firmly against his cheek]

[. . .]

[he feels like he should say something else, but. . . the words won't come, no matter how much he wishes they would. he feels light, his heart fluttering like a butterfly, threatening to float right out of his ribs]

[so what else can he do but tilt his head up to catch Minato's mouth in a kiss instead?]