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[survivaltricks]

KURUSU AKIRA
17/M/Earth 2017

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[survivaltricks]

[IT'S FRIENDSHIP TEASING YOU NERD!!!!]

[meanwhile Akira is admiring the sweater and wondering if he SHOULDN'T HAVE GOTTEN SOMETHING MORE SERIOUS!! LESS TEASING, MORE SENTIMENTAL!!!]

[wait does he have sentimental feelings for Akechi]

[no we're not going there]

[. . . either way, he laughs]

Looks like we went in two completely different directions.

[afailedmurder]

[oh my god don't call it out]

...They're both practical gifts.

[survivaltricks]

Yeah, but yours is. . . cute.

[cute??? is that the word he'd use???]

I was teasing.

[afailedmurder]

It's not— I simply saw it and thought it matched your style! It's cold out!

[survivaltricks]

[hehe]

[SINCERELY]

Thanks. I appreciate it.

[afailedmurder]

Mm. Thank you for the mug.

[why do I feel like I've failed at normal peer interaction]

[survivaltricks]

[why do you!!! there was nothing about this that was a failure!!]

[. . .]

[reaches out to poke Akechi's forehead]

[afailedmurder]

[shoves a piece of chicken into his mouth while making intense eye contact]

Mmm?

[survivaltricks]

[STARING RIGHT BACK AT HIM as he takes another sip of champagne]

You looked like you felt awkward for a moment there. I was lightening the mood.

[afailedmurder]

[chew, chew, swallow]

...I'm fine. I'm simply not used to this sort of thing.

[survivaltricks]

[hn. . . lowering his glass to continue downing his own chicken]

The first time's always weird.

But it gets easier.

[afailedmurder]

Mm.

...I think I gave up on it a long time ago, having normal interactions with peers. I don't mind so much when it's you, but it often feels like a pop quiz that I haven't studied for.

[survivaltricks]

. . . if you're worried about meeting people's expectations then-- yeah. It's going to feel like a pop quiz you can't win no matter what.

But if you focus on just being yourself, then it's a lot easier.

[afailedmurder]

And if "myself" is the thing I want to change?

[survivaltricks]

[tilts his head. . . and then responds, voice even]

Then do it in a way that's genuine. Don't just put on a mask and call it a day.

[afailedmurder]

It's not... a mask, to not want to fuck up Christmas...

[survivaltricks]

[blinks]

[a little surprised]

It isn't, but-- you're afraid you're going to mess up Christmas??

[???? HE'S HAD A GOOD TIME SO FAR]

[afailedmurder]

Well, as we've already crossed the threshold of awkwardness and discomfort... yes?

[survivaltricks]

[aw. . .]

Hey. . . I'm having a good time.

[SINCERELY!!!]

Don't overthinking it, okay? It's just me.

[afailedmurder]

Right. Of course — I know that. Forget I said anything.

[embarrassed, but. he's right! it's just him!!]

[survivaltricks]

[hmmm. . . studying Akechi curiously, before lifting his champagne cup again]

Do you like fireworks?

[afailedmurder]

I don't dislike them, though I usually avoid going due to the crowds.

[survivaltricks]

What I'm thinking of doesn't involve any crowds.

[downs the rest of his champagne in a large gulp, though he makes a face afterwards]

After we cut into the cake, lets go set off some fireworks.

[afailedmurder]

I could go for that.

[survivaltricks]

[finishing off the last of his chicken, holding out his cup to Akechi almost demandingly]

More champagne, then.

[SO THEY CAN BE REAL TEENAGERS AND PLAY WITH FIREWORKS WHILE DRUNK, I GUESS]